Saturday, 7 August 2021

7/8/21 ###My number one enemy is me

 I need to maintain a firm belief that I am what I think about all day long.

In view of the journey ahead, I decided to channel my energy on thinking about life beyond VIVA 2041.  That way I just live my own fantasy while I train for 2024.

That is the only way to break the monotony of looping and from peaking too soon.

I take it that I am already on the right path.  So no need for self-doubt and second-guessing.

I need the Mindset of a Champion.

I will flow and time will follow.

One trick I am adopting is to not only shrink my White Space to a 5 km radius but also shrink my circle of influence to just B.L.E.S.S.

In the case of the blog, I think I just stick to the few regulars in TraXX.

I should not think too much about the past and the future.  I just hold the image of life beyond VIVA 2041 as my inspiration to live a life of completion.

If I do that, then I am back to being small and simple.

By thinking microscopically, I will not have delusions of grandeur.  

Basically, by thinking about life beyond VIVA 2041 while training for the Hill Run 2024, I keep my head in the cloud and my feet on the ground.

I set a high expectation of myself but a low expectation of others.

I used to keep everything to myself by just doing personal blogging.  I think from now on I revert back to that model.

Anything I want to talk about I just express it in the blog.

OK, let's do this; by tomorrow I start becoming Citizen Gan.

If that is my long-term aspiration, I might as well start now.

No need to SNAP VANISH and RIPCORD.  Just maintain a neutral position.  

Now is [] (to) start thinking like Citizen Gan.

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To be Citizen Gan, I need to be physically active.

As I envisioned my life forward, I concluded that it is unnecessary for me to be involved in External Affairs.

This is really a great opportunity for me to be in isolation.

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OK, here is my decision Sarah.  I choose to be in isolation to the end.

 This is already my dream come true.  This is contentment.

I don't want anything more.  I want to just enjoy my life as Din Kenit 227.

I decided to stay away from the rest of the world.

Either I collect my money and live a quiet life with B.L.E.S.S. or I continue as Din Kenit 227 until the end.

Nothing grandiose...

Well, baby.  That's all to it.  Just settle for B.L.E.S.S. and my 5 km radius.  That's all it takes for me to be happy.  Nothing more than that.  Nothing more than what I already have plus the money.

Otherwise, I will bet sucked back into the mainstream.

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