If I can make more money at the expense of my freedom to pursue bliss, without batting an eye I wi[th] (will) turn down the offer flat.
That's because I learned a long time ago, money doesn't buy me happiness. I am so glad I got the lesson when I was very young.
It is true; if you want to make a mistake, do it while you are still young.
Imagine if the mistake is happening NOW! Not only that, you don't even know how deep is the rabbit hole.
For example, nobody really knows how bad is the impact of Covid-19 to the economy. Already the government cannot afford to spend RM1.5 billion to inoculate the remaining 18.8 million people.
The number is all-time high today with 20,000 people infected in a day.
For once, I am glad I am not earning a living and paying debt through my nose like the majority of the population.
I am so grateful I paid for my house. I am so glad I manage to collect money from the property scam.
Not only that, I got Lizzie and myself new cars.
Princess is secured. So is Mopey.
Our timing is perfect with the exception of some teething problems like the light in CCC and the fridge cannot be replaced because the shops are not opened.
In the best possible situation, we can still eat well and I can still exercise in the morning.
This pandemic will not be over soon. Even if the entire population gets vaccinated.
If we don't observe the SOP, we gonna get hit over and over again. The answer is social distancing. What does that mean? We need to live in isolation. We need to minimize traveling. We need to minimize mindless shopping. Basically, the virus prohibits us from indulging in nonessential activities.
I actually like the idea that we are hit by a pandemic. Otherwise, we will keep going in an off-tangent mode.
This way people will realize that life is not a straight line. Rather, it is like a sine wave.
Now I realize how much I hate calculus.
I hate anything that involves counting.
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OK let's get to the heart of the matter. I decided to forgo all past assumptions about the future.
Instead, I just focus on living my life as an Athlete4Life Wordsmith. In other words, I Run, Write, Eat, Rest, Repeat.
Really keep things to myself.
Beyond that are merely waves and signals I get from the environment as my selective input. They are nothing more than a simple flowchart. No more Cybernetic Loop.
I don't need to create a loop to appreciate the waves and signals; whatever and whoever they are.
So today is the day I enforce Autonomous Governance and the Zen of Personal Bliss.
I should have thought about this a long time ago. I am happiest when I follow a simple flowchart. Cut all dependencies from the External Universe.
I am destined to be a loner. I normally fail miserably when I try to fit in. If I can accept the notion, then everything fits like a glove.
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There is no feedback loop. Even if there is, I should not rely on dependencies. Then only I can exercise Autonomous Governance and the Zen of Personal Bliss.
So to celebrate this realization, I decided to shower and enjoy a Brisk Walk. Then only I sleep
Just enjoy the idea of being a Writer Who Runs. Not a care in the world.
Oh well, I decided to take a rest today.
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