It's not that I expect people to believe in what I write. My writing is my personal delight. I'm don't write because I want to reach \the masses.
At most I write because I want to see in writing the thoughts that passed through me. Anybody is welcome to read what I write. However, my intention is to write my thoughts for my personal consumption. At most I write for Sarah to read.
Beyond that, I am don't have a target audience.
So let's keep it simple. In the past, there might be some form of revelation coming out of my writing. However, from this point on, I am writing because I just love to see my thoughts get translated into words.
I had stopped looking for meaning. There is no real meaning except for the meaning we assign to the [the] event.
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I am no longer interested to deal with External Affairs. With the discovery of the 3 Theta Waves, I am basically self-sustaining.
At best, I listen to Els. If not, I just keep to myself.
That is my life from now on.
Did I deliver what I'm supposed to deliver? I certainly did.
Did I do my job? Yes indeed.
So from here on, I'm not going to be involved in External Affairs.
There is nothing relevant as far as I am concerned. I just keep things to myself.
In this case, I will simply continue writing without having to worry if whatever I wrote has any social value.
I personally don't have to think about whether I have any social value. I simply exist as an individual.
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Right Sarah, from today onwards, I become a solitary creature. That way, I keep to my own thoughts. I don't have to conform.
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