Hi honey, welcome to the Future.
We had finally arrived; where God and we are equals.
Take it away. baby. You are god too.
I had listened intently to see if I had missed anything for the past 3 years. Looks like I had covered all aspects of the Shared Vision.
Now is nothing more for me to do than spend my time living my life.
I don't think life is that complex. It will be complex if we make it complex. If we keep it simple, it will be a very fulfilling life.
For the past 3 weeks, I had gone from the peak of my regimentation to crashing down to where I was before.
I am in a complete mess. All because I cannot manage my sleep.
Enough is enough. I am going to exit External Affairs and only concentrate on Personal Affairs. Basically, I want to mind my own business.
When I write I am pretty much writing to you, Sarah.
My joy is writing, not meddling with other people's affairs. I am done with that. I want to have my life back. So I have to live my life as I deem fit.
I wish 24/7 Continuous is more stable. Then I don't have to interrupt my thoughts with talks. Let's try that again...
OK, we stick with 24/7 Continuous.
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As I let my thoughts run free, the message that comes back to me is Autonomous Governance and the Zen of Personal Bliss.
All these talks on worshiping God and subscribing to religions are not from God. These are all manmade assertions to establish a pecking order in society.
A man's relationship with his Creator is pretty much a relationship between him and his greater self, his superego.
We humans got it right in the beginning. In the beginning long before we exist in the physical realm, we are one with the Creator. We are like a bowl of water where there is no disembarkation between the Creator and the creations.
It is when we forgot about this symbiotic relationship that we start to revere God as a power greater *tha[t] (than) us and therefore we need to worship Him.
The truth is God doesn't want us to worship Him. He wants us to be his equal, as co-creators.
I am writing all these as the thoughts pass through me.
There is enough worshiping already. Whenever you worship, you ask for something. You keep on asking.
God wants you to give. Keep on giving. Then you become the benefactors, not the beneficiaries.
Remember these three things; kindness, compassion, and gratitude.
These are the attributes that are expected of you.
Sharudin is just like any of you, he has flaws, he has an illness. But he is a relentless giver. What he asked from you is for your own good. As it is, he is already complete. He is neither rich nor poor. However, as a human being, he wants the best for his House of Sha and his House of Two Swords.
Without these two, he doesn't need anything more to be happy. He already got B.L.E.S.S., CCC, and his 5 km radius.
Yes, that's true God. I am one happy camper. Sure I longed to collect my payment. But I myself am very satisfied living in the White Space especially now that I am already at the Summit.
For sure I know, I will have a great afterlife. While I am alive, I had completed my mission. Best of all I defeated Iblis, I quit the 3 Cs, and I *won['t] (won) my battle with Bipolar.
* Not yet?
Now is to pursue my Vision Quest.
So Sarah, don't worry about anything. Once you had done you[] best, you just wait.
I have 3 1/2 years to train. It's like training for the Olympics. Now I can relax a bit.
Do note, whatever I write is actually the same thought as God.
God is really a Master Chief. He plays center. I can relate to God pretty well. God is me and I am him. So if God is the Programmer and I am a Program, what you see is what you get.
If you want to know what God is like. He is basically Sharudin Jamal. God is Sharudin but Sharudin is autonomous.
God is the OS and I am the BIOS, we all have the same OS. Hence the same concept applies to you because each of us is an Autonomous Governance.
You get in touch with your superego, you basically are in touch with God. The docking facility is our feelings. It is the feeling of certainty, unconditional love, and secure attachment. If you have all three, then you basically are in touch with God.
As you can see, God is *you[] intuition. He is your State of Knowing.
Now I understand the Poems of the Path:
I simply apply the State of Knowing.
Of course, I am not going to make a value judgment on what I had written. I simply write what came to mind.
To some, I probably had committed blasphemy by saying that I am God. In my case, I just listen to my superego.
These are my thoughts and I am entitled to think of whatever I like.
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I want to move far far away from External Affairs. Even if I cannot collect my money in 2024, I will surely collect my bounties sooner or later.
God is fair. He gave first. I already got my rewards 17 years ago. That's all I need to know. That I am justly treated.
As for the bounties, I am already a very rich man. I am Time Affluent.
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These thoughts are not common. Neither they are the Absolute Truth. These are just perspectives. As far as I am concerned they are nothing and yet they are everything.
I know the boundaries between being normal and insane. It's not that I don't know. However, I want to push it to the brink.
The[r]e (These) are the thoughts that come to me. Instead of discarding them, I want to follow where the arguments lead.
It may be true or it may be false. At this moment, I don't want to pass judgment. I just want to flow with my thoughts. At the same time, I just write whatever passes through my mind.
I want to be an observer as much as I am a participant. Here is your lullaby; WRITING ON THE WALL I love you so much... Avoir!
Am I capable to cure myself of Bipolar? That is my immediate concern.
Next, can I live in isolation doing what I am doing now?
If not can I rely on Starfleet as my crutch?
I am sure there are already answers to these questions.
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