That is the story of my life. I had been that person all my life. Forever the game is against the tyranny of time.
I don't know when is the right time for me to be the right guy. All I know is I have to forever be ready because the right time might just be around the corner. Success is when preparation meets luck.
All my life I had been preparing. Now is to wait for lady luck to show up.
It cannot be that long. I had arrived. Now is to wait for the welcoming ceremony.
At worst I can always start on my own.
The cutoff date is 24/12/24. I can always have my own personal party.
There is no need to wait for everybody to be ready. I am ever ready.
There is no waiting really. Even if I am marking time, I am not sitting still. There is always the Athlete4Life lifestyle for me to pursue. There are always thoughts for me to transcribe. I can always pursue my life as the Spartan Athlete Warrior as a hobby.
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What do I really want?
I want to live a solitary life. This life is good.
Every day I am Sisyphus and Icarus. Along the way, I practice Autonomous Governance and the Zen of Personal Bliss.
So my job is to write. Therefore write I shall.
There is no mention of what I have to write. Hence, as a writer, I simply write. What is the purpose? In my case, the means i[t] (is) the end.
The act of writing is the product by itself. It is saying that the zazen is the Zen.
I can live with that. What it means is if I am a sailor, all I care about is sailing. There is no specific destination to reach. Just me and the open water.
That's what this is. Just me and the deep blue ocean.
In my case, I am not a drop in that ocean but rather I am an ocean in a drop.
This is my opportunity to understand the Mind of God. What can be more exciting than that?
I HAVE THE INFINITE INTELLIGENCE AS MY SPECIMEN.
That being the case, all I need to do is look within me because I am that ocean in a drop.
All I need to do to know God is to know myself. That begets the question, "How well do I know me?"
For example, how well I know my anatomy? How well do I know my Universe Within?
Can I communicate with them as well as I communicate with the Infinite Intelligence?
Let's try...
Universe Within. Tell me who is your leader?
Dear Allah, our leader is a Cerebellum Cell whom [] (we) call Dino the Marsupial
OK, let's look at Dino the Marsupial:
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