That settles the whole issue. Truth is what we choose to personally believe.
OK fine, based on the evidence, I choose to believe in my epiphany. I don't have to discard what I believe in because others don't believe. At the same time, I don't have to convince others of what I believe in. We are Autonomous Governance and the Zen of Personal Bliss.
Hence I will continue writing on my perception without having to judge my inspirations.
That is my prerogative as a writer.
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Interestingly, although I am still struggling with mood swings, I have no intention to go back to the medication. I feel more authentic without the medication acting as the buffer to manage my mood swings.
I now take responsibility for my health rather than shifting the burden towards the medication.
Having said that, I am now fully responsible for my thoughts, feelings, and actions.
It is a known fact that when I withdrew the medication, there will be a withdrawal effect.
I want to entirely withdraw from the medication by September.
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On the positive side, I will continue writing the blog and register whatever thoughts that pass through me.
Today, I want to experiment with withdrawing from Tweeting Els.
I want to minimize dependencies as much as possible.
The lesser the better.
That way, I can roam freely with my thoughts.
If I only depend on the blog for my output, then I am only accountable for myself. I am not accountable for my thoughts on others.
Then, it is truly Autonomous Governance and the Zen of Personal Bliss for me.
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