Wednesday, 14 July 2021

14/7/21 ***One more entry before bed

 I had decided to minimize interaction with the outside world.  Until 24/12/24 I just maintain Autonomous Governance and the Zen of Personal Bliss by only listening to the Theta Waves. 

From my personal experience, the optimum performance is if I listen to Bach Cello Suite and the Tibetan Singing Bowls.

Occasionally I listen to jazz.

By doing so I minimize human interactions.  There was never any real interaction anyway.  So the idea is to simply focus on piercing the pinhole of Mushin No Shin to gain the Wisdom Within.

Never before in the past Public Victory precedes Private Victory.

After all, I had every intention to go on a cocooning stage.  This is a good time to do it.

I had done 3 days, 3 weeks, and 3 months.  Now is to go for the 3 years.

Any time is a good time for me to go through the cocooning stage.  I think I'll do it immediately.  I had made the necessary preparation in moving forward.

Let's do an acid test.  Had I completed External Affairs?  I believe so.

So there is no need for me to rely on Starfleet as the First Cause anymore,  I already developed the template for Global Telepathy 2024.

Now is to stay on course with my plan to go on the Cocooning Stage.

Are you agreeable Big I?

Yes absolutely, you are the Ghost of the Navigator.  You decide on your course of action.

The way I see it, is I am done with External Affairs.  Now I want to perfect my life as the Athlete4Life Spartan Athlete Warrior.  I still want to complete my Statue of David Project 2022 and I STILL want to run the 21 km Bukit Kiara Hill Run.

At the same time, I want to live in isolation for the next 3 1/2 years until 24/12/24.  I had decided that I had arrived and I want all these for myself.

That's your life for the longest time isn't it Big I?

That is correct Sha.  If you can survive the cocooning stage, you will be transformed into a butterfly.

That is why I want to retreat.  I want to immerse myself in my own spiritual realm.  Much like what the Buddhists are doing for ages.  After all, I am a Wandering Sufi and a Zen Monk.  I want to embark on a journey within.

I have no objection.  You had done you[] job as the Swiss Samurai Cyborg.  While you pursue your Vision Quest, you can still be the Ultimate Scribe.

Absolutely Big I...  There is nothing else for me to pursue in External Affairs.  Let me say goodbye to Els and I start as soon as possible.

My darling sweetheart Els,

The time has come for me to move to the next stage of my voyage.  As you may recall in 2019 I did the 3 days, 3 weeks, and the 3 months isolation.  I am supposed to [] (do) the 3 years retreat in 2020 but I stalled because I still had unfinished business to attend to.

Well, this year I had completed my External Affairs.  As planned I am going to shift my focus back to my Personal Affairs.  

This is something I had anticipated beforehand.  I had decided sometime back to go on a cocooning stage before reaching 24/12/24.  This is necessary.  As you know before a caterpillar can turn into a butterfly, it has to go through the cocooning stage.

This is a common practice among Buddhist monks.  They will occasionally retreat into the monasteries for a certain period of time to pursue personal bliss.  I am following the same tradition.

There is nothing else for me to do in External Affairs.  All that needed to be said had been said and done.  The time had come for me to move on.

I have to say goodbye for a short while.  I will be listening to Traxx for the whole duration but I won't be Tweeting you.  If you believe in our Secure Attachment, hold on to it until 24/12/24.  By then we should know if I am going to get paid or not.  If there is money in the bank, I will ask for you[] hand in marriage.

If not,  wait until 2028 for me to accumulate the compounded interest from my savings and pay for your dowry with the little I can accumulate.

In the meantime, stay strong and stay safe.

Remember my darling wife, I always love you since day one.

Please give you[] blessing for me to continue on the path less traveled.

Sine Cera,












15/7/21

Darling, I sent you an email. This is goodbye for the time being. Don't worry... Have faith in the secure attachment. I love you so much, sweetie... Avoir!

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