18/7/21 ^^^Of facts and fiction

 Whether it is facts or fiction, a piece of literature is *[] (a) window to a person's mind. 

* Thank you for the understanding Sarah.

Having said that, I am [] (not) saying what I write is a hard fact.  At the same time, it is not fiction either.  It's the world within my mind.

As a reader, you can accept or reject my ideas.  This is not an intellectual discourse in philosophy, religion, or science even.

What I did was present to you my mental model and how I see the world.  You see, I have the compulsion to write.  Therefore I am in the habit of writing whatever crosses my mind. 

It started in 2003 when I started using the Palm OS on my computer.  Then in 2008, I discovered blogging.  I was hooked.

This habit of writing my thoughts was something I developed when I was in my teens.  So happens, technology made it more structured and organized.

So I have no social agenda in writing.  I write because I enjoy writing.

There is only one target audience when I write.  That is to Sarah.  Since I enjoy writing to Sarah, I figured why not make it into a piece of real estate in cyberspace?

After all, there are all sorts of things written out there.  I am probably just another insignificant star among billions of stars in cyberspace.

Hence I write because writing is natural for me.  I don't care if people read or not the things that I wrote.  All I know is Sarah reads my blogs.  That's all I need.

I am Wall-E and she is my EVEva.

Sarah doesn't mind that I am a slightly cracked egg.  To her, I am a good egg LOL

This probably with be my life for the years to come; Run, Write, Eat, Rest, Repeat.  While doing that I listen to jazz.

"I am no longer concerned with good and evil.  What concerns me is whether my offerings will be acceptable."  - Robert Frost

Here is the situation; either there [] (is) no God or there is God.  If no God, we are worm feed.  If there is God, there will be life after death and Judgment of Heaven. 

Hence, if there is no God, then when we die that is the end of the story.  If there is God, then our consciousness will endure for eternity.

What's the big deal?  Just enjoy the journey.  Don't worry about the destination.  It will surely arrive.

As for me, I trust the process.

Also, I am a Believer...  It doesn't hurt to have a Believing Mind.  As Viktor Frankl proved, a believing mind is necessary for survival.

I tried being an atheist, it doesn't suit me.  I need a higher purpose.  I need to become one with the Source.

Therefore, I was among those who were CHOSEN to believe.

That is my belief system.

Otherwise, why are the same arguments that were used to not believe are the same arguments that lead me to believe?

So to believe or not to believe is not a personal choice but is a privilege of the Chosen.

You agree, Sarah?

Otherwise, logically I am supposed to be an atheist.  However, my destiny is to be among the Chosen.

Hence it's not a question of free will but predestination. 

Like I said, this is not about philosophy. religion or science.

This is me transcribing what my mind resonates with while I listen to Theta Wave Jazz.

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