Sunday, 5 September 2021

>>>#6/9/21 I decided to live life as a Free Radical

 I am not going to bind to any dogma and preconception.  To do that I need to remain small.  Just like a small boat, I am more agile.

Therefore even though I have 3 HoTS, I just keep to myself and the House of Sha.  I forgot who said this, I think it was W.  He said, just keep to the activities that I want to hone for my personal interest.  As for the business operation, I should let my organization run by itself.

I will still spend one day each with the 3 HoTS.  Other than that, I am pretty much who I am now.  A solitary creature.

Enlightenment comes with wisdom.  Therefore pursue truth par excellence.  Things pertaining to truth is something you need to explore thoroughly.  Especially when comes to matters relating to beliefs.

Don't simply accept what was written by somebody as a carving on granite.  Truth is subjective.  Depending on the information that comes with it.

I am really interested to explore the Torah Codes.  That looks promising...





It was the best meat I ever had.  So tender and juicy.

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So now that I am retired and everything, I honestly want to keep it to myself.  It is nice to socialize and hanging out with people.  However, everything being equal, I like to be alone.

Like right now, I got a bit edgy writing in the ASAS NEO WhatsApp and Facebook.  I like the way thing is before.  Just me and you Sarah.

I guess we can't do that anymore.  I am now a collective.  Even then, I don't want to take the lead.  I want to remain a Free Radical.

As long as 24/7 Continuous is stable, I say that it constitutes my social sphere.

I am very sensitive to the signals that I get from my environment.  If the signal is not congruent, then I will experience dissonance.

In the final analysis, I have to look at it as a bank account.  The idea is to have a positive balance.  It will be worthless if I have to keep on making withdrawals.

I personally think that interacting with people are major withdrawals.  Whenever I interact with people, there are risks, unless there is a secure attachment.

Hence, by minimizing interaction, I am actually mitigating risk.

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