With the demise of my father, I decided to carry on with living in solitude for the next 40 days. This is not a hard and fast rule. In general, I will recluse in my own microscopic world.
My intention is to walk the Path Less Traveled alone. I need to find out what is in store for me. I am not interested to be a part of a pack.
Personally, I think this is the time I carve my own niche as a Lone Warrior.
As long as I li[k]e (live) in the shadow of somebody else's expectation, I can never be free.
It is best that I carve my own mold.
Notice my 5 values in life:
- Freedom to act
- A life full of choices
- To love and to be loved
- Peak health state
- Progressing from strength to strength
I want to be able to stand on my two feet. The trauma of my illness had made me stronger. Prior to the illness, I didn't realize how resilient I was as a person.
All I need is B.L.E.S.S. Along the way, I have my concentric circles.
My premise is very simple. In order for me to soar like an eagle, I cannot flock with the turkeys.
I don't want others to impose their values on me since I have my own values and my own vision to look up to.
At this point, it is best that I just immerse myself within my Vision Community. The rest are distractions to my Vision Quest.
I'm not interested in bonding. What I'm keen to do is expand my personal power so that I can stay focused on my journey.
Let's RIDE, Sarah...
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Nope, I was ravenous and I lost the momentum after passing my bowel this morning.
Thus, I decided to take make it a rest day today.
After 2 slices of bread with copious amount of butter, 4 digestives and 3-in-1 coffee, I am still hungry.
I think I have 2 more digestives.
#traxxfm Hi there Mr. Innuendo. Today is my rest day. I just had 2 slices of bread with a copious amount of butter, 4 digestives, and 3-in-1 coffee. I am still ravenous.
Definitely, a day to take it easy.
#traxxfm Starting 21/6/21 I had entered the phase of my life known as the Athlete4Life Way.
It is easier said than done. A Spartan Athlete Warrior requires perseverance and persistence. Most importantly, I need commitment.
So every day I am Sisyphus and Icarus.
#traxxfm This commitment to excellence is about rising above mediocrity.
I simply want to be a man fully functioning. I want to find out what is my true potential.
Along the way, it is about living a martial life. It is about living by a certain code.
#traxxfm You may be thinking, "What is the national or global agenda?"
Well, it is none other *tha[t] (than) to delight the Universe Within. What you do at the micro level will affect *[affect] the macro.
Therefore the strategy is to Think Local but Act Global.
#traxxfm Think for a while Mr. Innuendo... To win the Public Victory, you need to win the Private Victory.
From independent you become interdependent. Hence it is necessary for everyone to pursue the Zen of Personal Bliss because as gods, we are autonomous.
#traxxfm Look, I don't know how others will respond to my call for the Shared Vision. However, I can rest assured of my commitment to my own Vision Quest.
You all opted for a Pass/Fail grading. That means ALL must pass or ALL will fail.
It's a high roller game.
#traxxfm I am done with 21 years of preaching. Come 24/12/24 I will mubahala and on 25/12/24 I will run 21 km Bukit Kiara Hill Run. Then I will submit my prayer for ALL humans to enter heaven less the transgressors.
That is my commitment although I'm not obliged.
#traxxfm So here is my mubahala, "Damn on you humans if I am not getting paid and damn on you Stone Worshipers for worshiping the Stone by 24/12/24. If I am being unjust, then damn on me and my bloodline to the deepest hell."
#traxxfm As for my 25/12/24 after the 21 km Bukit Kiara Hill Run prayer, "Dear Infinite Intelligence, please accept ALL in my Sparta 4964 Universe into Xanadu minus the transgressors. May you be the most just among us"
#traxxfm What I like to do really is to detach myself from the burden of humanity.
If I can do that, then I can exclude humans from Sparta 4964. If that is the case, then all I need to think of is my House of Sha and my House of Two Swords.
Or don't think just do.
#traxxfm My next 4 years are about the run.
Imagine, what I do for the next 1,000 days is towards one purpose only. That is so that I can run 21 km Bukit Kiara Hill Run.
That is my Definiteness of Purpose. Are you agreeable?
#traxxfm My main issue is really the Stone Worshipers.
That is a good 21 years down the drain. If not because they are Stoneheads much can be achieved as a Vision Community.
A good example is my own family. My life is the miniature version of the Global Problem.
#traxxfm At the crux of it is living irresponsibly as long as you submit.
Well, hell no way I am going to submit. *Tha[nk] (That) is why I am breaking away from the pack.
You cannot fly like an eagle if you flock with the turkeys.
#traxxfm We cannot allow a 1,400 years Aslan Phenomena to hold back the rest of humanity.
I have to make a stand. Otherwise, my past 21 years were in vain. We don't learn anything to make us wiser.
I cannot change the fate of the people who don't want to change.
#traxxfm I already mentally prepared to strike out 1 billion. 7 billion even...
Time will flow and I will follow...
As I mentioned, what I am doing now is to improve the odds among the passengers of Sailbad the Sinner. I am not a savior. My endgame is KABOOM 2041.
#traxxfm So what is the final word on the Stone Worshipers then?
Will they drag everybody down or will they shine from being the Donkeys to My Little Ponies?
#traxxfm You know the story, a chain is only as strong as its weakest link.
All over the world, the problem is with the Stone Worshipers. And yet they ASSUME they are the permanent dwellers of heaven while others are condemned for eternal damnation.
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